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Karilyn Xu  

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Invisible

Oh how I wish I were noticeable. A beauty or a brain. But alas, I am neither; instead, I am the Beast. Doomed to lurk in the shadows, unnoticed, unloved, better off like that. Hurt feelings plague me. I am ugly. Neglect and contempt ail me. Why don't they talk to me? Sorrow fills me. I'm not liked by anyone. Drowning in my own insecurity. My worst enemy. But perhaps, it is not them, perhaps it is me, my worst enemy. I plague myself. I am my harshest critic. But not anymore! I am beautiful! I am happy! Their words, looks they don't matter to me! I am free. Free of judgment, free of the darkness that creeps around our hearts. Today, I don't car

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InvisibleOh how I wish I were noticeable. A beauty or a brain. But alas, I am neither; instead, I am the Beast. Doomed to lurk in the shadows, unnoticed, unloved, better off like that. Hurt feelings plague me. I am ugly. Neglect and contempt ail me. Why don't they talk to me? Sorrow fills me. I'm not liked by anyone. Drowning in my own insecurity. My worst enemy. But perhaps, it is not them, perhaps it is me, my worst enemy. I plague myself. I am my harshest critic. But not anymore! I am beautiful! I am happy! Their words, looks they don't matter to me! I am free. Free of judgment, free of the darkness that creeps around our hearts. Today, I don't car Invisible
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STUPID RECAP: STARWARS IVALONG TIME AGO IN THE 1970's THERE WAS SPACE... AND IN SPACE WAS DARTH VADAH WHO WENT AND DID SPACE SHIT ALL OVER SPACE... THERE WAS SOME ANGRY HIPPIES THAT WERE LIKE "NO YOU" AND STOLE VADAHS SECRET PLANZ THER PRINCESS WAS THERE AND SHE WAS LIKE "NO" AND VADAH SAID "BITCH PLEEZ" AND THEY WENT TO THE DEATHSTAR... MINEWHILE THERE WERE ROBOTS AN OLD GUY AND A WHINEY KID... HANS OLO WAS THERE WITH HIS DOGGIE.. ALDERAN GOT ASS-WHIPPED BY THE DEATHBALL AND THE MILENIUM FALCO WAS ALL CAPTURED UP THE DEATHBALLS ASS..THE PRINCESS WAS SAVED BUT NOT BEFORE THE OLD MAN GOT KILLEDED BY DARTHVADAH CAUSE LUKE DISTRACTED HIM IN THE SWORD FIGHT.. THEY FLEW A STUPID RECAP: STARWARS IV
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Journal Entry: Fri Mar 28, 2008, 6:07 PM
Everyone had a cool title for their Journals so there's mine! I got my Branksome Hall course selection sheets. It just makes the fact that I won't be seeing all my friends more apparent.

I just realized how overly sensitive I am to a lot of things. I've also realized how hypocritical I am to a lot of people, especially Ayshie. :( SORRYYYYYY :( again.

I'm also irritated with a certain someone, namely me. DAMN. DO I ALWAYS HAVE TO GIVE HIM A SECOND CHANCE?!?!?! if he knew how many times I've told myself, "one more chance, you can't do it just because of THAT" he would probably break up with me. This all ties in with the thing about me being over sensitive to many things.

Well thats pretty much all thats bothering me.

Not much compared to other peoples problems, i suggest you go read Ayshie's journal or Ammo's. I dont even get why I said that. The only one besides them who mutually knows them is Daniel. =.=' What a waste.

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  • Mood: Gloomy
  • Listening to: iTunes (shuffle so i can't really say)
  • Reading: My Journal (on .Mac)
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Music
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Milk

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  • Current Age: 10000000000000000000000000000000000000
  • Current Residence: Toronto
  • Interests: stuff..nuff said
  • Favourite movie: ANASTASIA <3
  • Favourite band or musician: Boys Like Girls, Fall Out Boy, Panic! at the Disco, New Found Glory, Cobra Starship, Blink 182
  • Favourite genre of music: Pop-Rock, Alternrock
  • Favourite artist: Music- Boys Like Girls, Cartoonist- Kris Wilson & Daniel Araujo (justflyakite) & Rimfrost,
  • Favourite poet or writer: yet to be discovered
  • Favourite photographer: yet to be discovered
  • Favourite style or digital art: vector!
  • Operating System: MAC!!
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod, namely mine, who is called Mick. I lost him. T.T
  • Shell of choice: CONCH! thats probably not what they're asking but w/e
  • Wallpaper of choice: The one I'm using right now
  • Skin of choice: mine.
  • Favourite game: Super Mario, I'm sadly addicted
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2
  • Favourite cartoon character: Zim, G.I.R., Robin, Beast Boy, Fry, Bender, Ruby Gloom, Emily Strange
  • Tools of the Trade: Bordem, whatever I happen to have in my hand

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=jack07:iconjack07: May 3, 2008, 7:14:56 PM
thanks for the fav!

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~a-francis-n:icona-francis-n: May 3, 2008, 6:56:15 PM
Thank you for the favorite on "L'Echo"!
~Demonsama:iconDemonsama: Apr 18, 2008, 6:47:37 AM Mood: Joy
Thank you for the Favorite :)

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~Shore-Rose:iconShore-Rose: Apr 13, 2008, 9:04:21 PM
You've been tagged!!

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~kayzer-beam:iconkayzer-beam: Apr 13, 2008, 7:45:45 AM
hi

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*cool-slayer:iconcool-slayer: Apr 8, 2008, 6:09:09 AM
thanks so much for the favorite!

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~Aseka:iconAseka: Apr 2, 2008, 8:38:31 PM
Thank you for the comment and favorite. :]
~Shore-Rose:iconShore-Rose: Mar 30, 2008, 4:24:49 PM
Hiya.

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~kayzer-beam:iconkayzer-beam: Mar 18, 2008, 6:05:34 PM
hiiii!!! nm im doing my notebook... >.<

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~anbaru:iconanbaru: Mar 18, 2008, 4:20:22 PM
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~AsterUchiha:iconAsterUchiha: Mar 16, 2008, 11:34:20 PM
Thanx for fav! :D

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~omg-ayshie:iconomg-ayshie: Mar 15, 2008, 4:36:15 PM
hi kayzer, it's ashie. my friend made me get a page so yeah... =D

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=friends4ever1221:iconfriends4ever1221: Mar 12, 2008, 7:59:17 PM
Thank you for stopping by my page. :)

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